when i first loved you, you would take me to watch rockabilly bands by candlelight. we would take trips on our weekends, to darling harbour, to the gardens, to the seas. we would take ferries here and take trains there. we would kiss each other quite insane in middle-of-the-day sun. and when i dressed myself up in my shiniest, highest heels and painted my eyes black, you would tell me how beautiful i was. we would talk all night, have sex all night. i loved you so much i thought that i might die.
now i have loved you for a long time. we take trips to see your band play and we talk the whole way there and back. now we mostly sit on the couch together and laugh about everything and nothing. now, we drive for a couple of minutes to get coffee together in that same old shop. sometimes we go out for breakfast and we talk about everyone we know. you still lean down to kiss me in the middle of the street, still hold my hand in grocery stores. and when i sit in the middle of our unmade bed with a bare face and bare body, you still tell me how beautiful i am. you kiss me when im sleeping, when you wake up before me. i love you so much, i hope we never die.

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NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY