more monroe than onassis.

i am not ready for this, 
my world has already lost almost everything.
and then,
here it comes, waltzing in
and i know i should learn to be okay with this.
but how i am supposed to be okay with this. 
when this has the claws to tear out everything
to redefine
to hide
to bury
the only constant thing my life has ever known.
no,
im not proud of the way this heart is breaking.

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