more diamonds than pearls.
more starlet than wife.
more volatile than calm.
more peroxide than twinsets.
im wide awake in the middle of the night listening to the wind make footsteps through my garden. im not sleeping again, not sleeping and not noticing that my life has started. i always do this, i always remove myself from situations, surround myself with books and words and wait for someone with long arms and strong will to pull me back up. im lucky you have both. im lucky you pull me back up, pull me back out from whatever bottomless mire i’ve sunk myself in this time. im lucky. we always find each other at the bottom of everything. you’re stirring next to me and im listening to you. to you and the wind. im sleepless but im lucky.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY